I didn’t spend my day on much, other than staying at home and wanting to do something that’s worth doing, however, I sorted out a few of my things, even moved the bed around, which that’s evidence on how bored I am. Doing that I just ended up moving it back to where it was originally, and the same with the bookcase and desk. If we do move then I’ll have my own bedroom, (at the moment I share with my Nan, and have done for almost four years now.) 

Still seem to be stressing over the situation. I can’t tell you how much I feel like I’m being used, more so someone else I know, which unfortunately I can’t even explain what’s going on incase someone reads this, and I’d feel terribly guilty. See I’m not the one to burst out and tell someone how I feel, if someone asks me a question on doing something, it’s more of a stutter that comes out rather than a straight answer. It really agitates me sometimes, as much as I wish I could do the complete opposite to what I actually do, I probably might be a better, more confident person.